Monday, April 26, 2010

难熬的,会经过的。。。

别再哭了,多不值得,笑一笑把爱情看透彻。。
生活苦涩,该他负责,他会后悔他做了这选择。。
别再哭了,多不值得,失去也是另一种获得。。
伤心情歌,不属你的,幸福不一定非爱谁不可。。
难熬的,会经过的。。
好喜欢这歌词哦。。之前听都没有这种感觉。。现在更加能体会当中的意义了吧。。人总是这样的,总是等到失去后才会发觉自己到底要的是什么。。也总是等到跌倒了才明白痛的定义。。习惯成自然。。好怀念你的温柔。。也许我依赖的是你的温柔和体贴吧。。舍不得你每天早上叫我起来的温柔。。舍不得我不听话时你骂我的温柔。。舍不得我不接电话时你紧张的温柔。。舍不得你担心我时的温柔。。好怀念好怀念哦。。但一切都已经过去了。。
这些点点滴滴也只能在回忆里才可找到了。。我真的不明白为什么短短的两个月接触会让我如此的想念你,如此的放不下你。。为什么呢?我们并没有开始过,为什么还会这样呢?我不明白。。我讨厌自己。。讨厌自己的固执,讨厌自己的执著,恨自己的不够潇洒。。为什么,为什么?谁可以告诉我为什么呢?
我讨厌这样的自己,提得起放不下的自己。。谁可以来救救我呢?有时候你说我为什么不会妒嫉,其实我告诉你我会。。我会妒嫉,真的。。妒嫉你为什么也用那么温柔的语气跟另一个女生讲话,那不是我专属的吗?你知道吗?我真的很想问你,但我没有勇气。。我会担心会顾忌你的反应。。另一方面我也害怕。。我害怕被你看穿,害怕被你知道我的脆弱。。害怕被你看到我的这一面。。
我真的好难喜欢上一个人,但一旦我喜欢上了就难以从我心中删除掉,这就是我为什么不敢拍拖的原因。。我会想很多很多。。人家说见一次鬼就会学一次乖,为什么我见过鬼都学不乖的?是我笨吗?还是我不够成熟?有缘千里来相会,无缘对面不相识。。算吧,以切随缘。。。!!!

7 comments:

sum said...

ur blog is so meaningful oh...realy sumtime feeling tat y love hav 2 b so complicated?? i tot love supposed 2 b easy... juz tat both hav 2 b confirm of loving each other...if so, y care so much of who making the 1st step?? sumtime its realy tat nobody is making the
1st step, so it ends up tat eventhough both are meant 2 b together bt in d end, both of them having a different partner 4 their own...4 me, i always tink tat im so nt good enuf 2 b anybody's bf...or its juz tat my feel or lack of confidence 2 confess or fear of making a wrong choice and end up hurting each other... I really dono... tat's d main reason i'm still single and available until nw...fear of hurting myself and others...if u nid a listener or a person 2 read thru ur blog 2 understand how or wat u feel, i will b glad 2 b d 1st 1...i will support u always...add oil oh... :)

regine said...

haiyo..ppl sad d u stil say meaningful ar?sad lo..==" hmm..actually i jz nid a place 4 me 2 release my stress n suffer onli..mayb smtime nid ppl giv me sm opinion lo..hihi..anyway,thanks 4 ur support ya..^^u oso oo..gambateh..^^

sum said...

hmm..ya ho...4gt jor u feeling sad tim...tis shld b d best place 4 u 2 release ur stress n suffer lo..i will b glad 2 offer my professional advice 2 u...hehe...:)

regine said...

haha..wat is ur professional advice oo..^^hihi..go 5 a gal pak tor la..haha..den u wil feel the love lo..^^

sum said...

hmm...guess it will never b tat easy 4 me la...since secondary sch, im so very scared of confession...scared of rejection...sumore actualy i consider myself as a passive guy lo...我这个你不爱的人,还单身一个人...d lyrics quite suits me lo... :(

regine said...

haha..love is lik tat de la..if u go n try u wil get hapyness n oso sadness if u protect urself then u wil alone..tat love i think..haha..y v talk bout love here?i not professional oso..hmm..

sum said...

haha...at least u hav exp b4 ma...even if ur nt a pro...ur juz sharing ur exp...hehe...

以切随缘。。。!!!way if d fate comes, bt i didnt grab it...then end up i miss d fate...no more destiny... :(