今天心情终于平复了一点了。。没那么想你了。。时间啊，赶快过吧。。好让我赶快忘了他带给我的伤害吧。。我本来已经写好辞职信了，也准备要交了，但还是有点舍不得。。嘿。。有点想留下来的感觉。。怎么会这样呢？本来可以到一个新的地方重新来过应该是一件值得期待和高兴的事，怎么我会舍不得这里呢？真的很矛盾呢，一方面好想快点离开这伤心地，一方面又舍不得。。拜托，怎么那么三心二意呢？
哎呀，没胃口啦。。吃什么都吃不下啦。。哎。。到底要到几时才可真正把他给忘了呢？笨蛋笨蛋，快点觉醒吧你，别傻了，人家在那里可开心的很呢 ．．不值得的啦！！这是个很好的教训，以后再也不要把感情那么快放在一个人身上．．被爱者幸福．．哈哈．．好自私哦！！拜托，我要去看戏啦，怎么还不停雨呢．．想出去轻松一下吧了，怎么连天都欺负我啊？？希望会去的成啦！！不想呆在家胡思乱想啦！！越下越大了啦，应该也只能呆在家了，好倒霉哦！
今天本来很多事做，已经没胡思乱想了的，但怎么有人就是爱提起你呢？怎么专做别人不开心的事？都已经是特地避开这话题了，怎么妳那么不会做人啊？连出去吃饭都一直讲不停？害我又想起他？怎么有人就爱把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上呢？都不知妳是真笨还是假傻的．哎．．算我倒霉遇上妳吧！！拜托妳别再有下次啦，我不想痛苦啦．．求妳．．去学学做个成熟的人，别那么幼稚啦！！而且我真的不明白妳为什么可以做两头蛇的？妳不是很讨厌我的吗？有事的时候还会特地踩多我一脚怕死我真的死不去．．但还可在我面前对着我笑？工夫那么深吗？？佩服佩服．．给我一定做不出．．还是我应该拜妳为师呢？
还是去不成了．．雨下那么大．．算啦，就留在家上网好了．．没什么大不了！！很烦，到底应不应该去新加坡呢？一个人去的话人生地不熟很没安全感啦．．不去但又不想留在这．．怎么办呢？去了我会后悔吗？还是开心呢？哎．．去了再说吧．．去走走看看也好．．放松一下吧．．
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u realy meet such ppl ah?? "bu shuang" u still cn smile with u?? her kung fu realy geng lo...4 me oso cnt do like tat lo...terlalu berpura-pura jor...so u end up din go out 4 a movie?? then i guess i shld on9 earlier...juz 2 comfort u...bt i guess nw is juz nt 2 late gua...hope so...hmm...goin 2 sing alone is a good or bad choice?? i don tink its a good 1 lo...especialy u go sing alone...witout frens, family or any relatives...i tink it would b quite hard 4 a gal lo...2 b so independent and far away frm home...even 4 me, having relatives there, i oso wont tink of goin 2 sing lo...well, at least 4 d moment la...mayb a few years later i may go gua...who knws d future?! bt its still worth a try...2 go sing 2 hav a look around, try d new work environment...if u cn adapt, then its good choice lo...if u cnt adapt, u cn always quit d job and come bec...at least u hav experience workin in sing lo...
got..ppl there al berpura pura 1..u dunno which 1 is good which 1 is bad lo..i oredi dunno how 2 differentiate them d..smtime sm1 treat u good but at d end u wil noe they got reason 1..if u treat them good then y u wil die u oso dunno..i noe go where work oso same de,so watever la..actually i got relative n fren there de..so if go oso no prob de..juz if i go alone i oso wil scare lo..hmm..yaya..mayb u r rite lo..if i dun lik there i can go bac here anytime ma rite?my home is here..wont fly anywhere de..haha..^^
yes...ur absolutely rite...if u dun lik there u can go bac here anytime...ur home is here..wont fly anywhere de..haha...actualy i tink such ppl is eveywhere...all around the whole wide world...i mean d hipocrite ppl(berpura-pura) juz a matter of time when v realise it lo and how v manage them lo...if v knw tat frm others, v stil nid 2 judge them by ourself...if he/she realy like tat, then only v cn consider less communication with them lo...d main problem is human relationship...y eveyting v do muz hav a reason behind?? is it really tat i help u tis time, nex time u muz help me no matter wat?? i don tink so lo...so nw im in an even worse situation...treat them nice oso say i act close 2 them...so better else i juz treat them as passer by...even worse than normal frens lo...haha...
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